Saturday, June 07, 2008

Shine Through The Rough Colours Underneath The Surface..

Some people would say that I'm two-faced, for they think that my sudden humble acts will be part of a first impression and a truer less pleasant side of me comes second. In my own words, I don't really reveal my true self till I am able to gain a proper trust from a person. Well, yeah..I admit that I'm inferior when it comes to my social skills. But not just there yet people! HAHAHA! Don't assume just yet. I'm sort of sad for myself for the fact that, let's say if I meet you for the first time, yes..a conversation will struck (that's 1) and in case you didn't know, my true colours begin to surface. And from there, you'd be the judge of what you think of me (that's 2).

Basically, this is what I think...

-If I meet you for the first time, I am very pleasant and friendly to you
-Well, obviously we get to know each other ( by exchanging information through asking questions and
receiving feedback?)
-And if I like you, I'll be your great buddy. If it's a so-so..well, maybe it takes time to build a friendly
relationship...
-And if by chance that both of us individuals or in a group get to click one with another, then that's where the fun
comes. Laughing and screaming till you get to knock yourself out! Hehehehe..

But hear me out, I am not an anti-social person. That's the least you can expect me to be. But at the same time I know that at times I may be too quiet (But not shy) and I want to work on that very much and to be able to lift a smile on your face. But the trust has got to be THERE.

I know for a known fact that I can be really cynical (Yes, I find that annoying myself), but at the end of the day, I'm very open to a variety of things. But, that doesn't mean that you can violate my trust. Chill, life is great and people should be as well. Just do what I do, avoid malicious peeps. That way would save your own skin. But I can tell you this, I'm in the process of being more expressive in positive ways. Everybody learns, it's just how we apply it. But I always tell myself this; 'Don't preach what you don't practice'. I wonder if I ever learn from that. Well, hopefully I get to realize it soon enough..

Open up yourself and I may just be your good buddy :)

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