-Badly cracked clear glass in the drum room-
-Gotta love the Ibanez, there's the Ibanez S model next to the PGM model-
I recently went to Bentley Music's new branch in PJ. It's certainly better than the Jalan Bukit Bintang branch because of the much bigger space and they have better stocks. And Ibanez acoustic guitars kick more butt than Yamaha, in my humble opinion. Their EQ pickup electronics are better than Yamaha's. A plus point would be the Ibanez acoustic amp. Beautiful tones out of that. And now, I'm an S series fan. It has great sustain, fretboard (In which by the way, has a good cutaway for easy fret access). I don't know why I'm typing like this at 4 in the morning while feeling nauseated with having this GAS (Guitar Acquisition Syndrome), but I'm certainly writing this just to cure my mood swings (I'm deeply sorry, readers).
I'm feeling pretty much hollow and cold. Family to me seems to have ups and downs at home. Knowing that being the youngest such as myself can be rather obligating for the fact that there is a justifying system of the elders in the family of what they don't listen to what I say and just give away their unsung opinion which at times, I disagree. Anyway, that's my own problem to handle and my demons to conquer on, learn from people's mistakes PEOPLE! Don't repeat history itself, that would be my word of advice. Well, here are the questions I've thought about, myself and here are my current personal opinions on these questions in my head.
'Have you ever felt lost in some parts inside yourself till you wish you gained it and shared it with the world with your own wonders?'
Yeah, it seems like I think I never got to do that for real, because certain people won't believe in me, but what the heck anyway...that's why we all keep things to ourselves and improve our lives independently. And I'm trying to mean it in a very nice and sincere way. I feel that I've not accomplished most of the things which I thought I did, while others that I know are sky rocketing their paths in no time while progress runs gradually. Is it known for the theory of 'Time and Space' to have ever make you go far without self-realization? Or is it the pace of our minds to have ever braced the 'Unnoticeable' to remain humble and conservative just to be able to get on with life. Does human nature take it's own course or do we deny the defaults and choose the options of what we should demand out of life? If anybody were to think (Man, this is the greatest thing I've done in my life) is either making a happy ending or building an empire of bullshits inside his head.
"Is life on Earth as hard as like man trying to embrace the crash course of life?"
The world was never kind or peaceful. The world has unconditional experiences awaiting for us to discover. It's like the wild in the forest where people would have to depend on themselves subsequently to survive. There is no such thing as labels such as 'Good' and 'Bad' for personality, there is only 'Right' or 'Wrong'. It's either you tend to do it this way or that way, which determines whether if it's the right or wrong way which also leads to a proper reasoning to determine Fact or Fiction.
The Negativity and the Positivity..what about it?
Like some people would say,"It doesn't matter if you're a good person or a bad person, you'll still hit the ground." Well, bad things happen to us for a reason, there's a balance in everything but the disclaimer is, what happens if we get something we don't deserve and we didn't even cause it to happen in the first place? Are we somehow mistakenly blamed or do these things happen because there are people with the mistaken motives to actually cause others harm? I think it's a fact of being either 'guided' or 'misguided' which causes all the negative and positive effects. Imagine this existing quote that was once said by somebody,"We do bad things for a good cause but we also get bad things for doing something good sometimes"
Yet I believe in that saying, it has a sense of unconditional experience. There is a weightless will towards the negativity and positivity, it still comes after you at anywhere or anytime. Even if you help something or someone in need, that doesn't mean the universe would grant you wings to fall from the top of a building and be able to fly, you'll still be pulled down by the law of gravity. Does the law care? No. Nothing but a memory and favour to be grateful about. The point is, bad things happen because people with the wrong motives tend harm others who are in the right direction. The person who caused the mistake shall learn a lesson depending on the situation. That's when the untimely mistakes occur and then we learn from it. Thank the world for a thing called 'Rules'. If you did something wrong, remember..it's known as YOUR FAULT.
And now, you can say that there are misguided people with a little bit more intelligence from the past to present days with the traits of 'Deceit', 'Betrayal' and 'Manipulation' which are indeed wrongful acts. Like a man being accidentaly hit by a 'car' which again, the driver was the one who caused it and he shall learn a lesson and drive the Right way. Though he'll end up with hefty Fines or Jail as a lesson to ensure he doesn't do it again and reminds himself. And yes, we're talking more about people here.
What about people who receive accidents or death causes by mother nature?
Simple, an accident caused by man.
(i) Let's say if he trips over a tree branch accidentally, what happens? He falls and hurts himself.
(ii) Why do we have environment issues such as Global Warming which causes the world to
slowly tear apart and die? It was caused by man. It is known as mistakes. It's too superflous
to think that it was being obnoxious of man to purposely do it. It's just that they're just being
fools and not know better.
When we learn from the mistakes, we make it come true (fact) by turning things around to make it the right way to regain a peaceful mind. If you ever thought destroying things is the way, then you mind as well go and jump into the sea.
People who succeed tend to maintain it, if some things don't suit you the way they are before anymore, do something else and carry on with life. Why do we even declare a 'Fight' for peace when we can't even think of 'Creating' peace? Here's an example of what our fool of the world below has to say.
"Our enemies are innovative and resourceful, and so are we. They never stop thinking about
new ways to harm our country and our people, and neither do we." — George W. Bush
Now ain't that obvious of what I was trying to relate to. The term 'Peace' in the current situation? HAHAHA! Are we somehow learning from the past mistakes or are we taking them with us by justifying,"A lesson learned in life, let's refer back to the past and TRY NOT to repeat it". Yeah, that's what Bush only tries and claims but never tends to support his own ground, regarding on what he said the above.
Here is what Master Yoda has to say....
("No! There is NO TRY! NO TRY! Do!")
(“Ohhh. Great warrior.Wars not make one great.”)- Master Yoda
-Richie Kotzen-
What are our goals and dreams in life that we eager to achieve? May the force be with us all to be able to take on never ending challenges and we shall carry on lives as individuals with the speed of light~
Here's a dedication from me to everybody who wishes to hope for the best.
Richie Kotzen's 'Go Faster'