Wednesday, January 06, 2010

One more time!

Been a while since I last posted something. Well, I needed a break anyways. Anyhow, this year is gonna be my last semester in college and I want to get it over with ASAP...and embrace the new world....the working world. This year, I wanna experience new things, grow out of my misery and disappointments, endured in regards to last years hectic events. And yes..earn more money. Money has always been my no.1 priority. No two ways about it.

Who knows, maybe one day I'll be able to invest in a land or something. Or, build a company that has not come to my mind yet. Time is ahead of me, the road is long as well. I think I won't 'jump into the wagon' with those plans now. Of course, there would be times where I'll have my break downs sand aggravations regarding my failed attempts on whatever I wanted to achieve. Nevertheless, who said the world was fair? It has never been. Time, place and people can change the route of your destination. I kept asking myself,"I can control me. But why are these 3 things affecting part of my status as an ambitious person (badly)?" Is it because that it was my nature to be placed in this kind of current status in my life? Or is it because I've been nurtured to have my own mind set to be different from alot of people that follow the conventional in terms of; Lifestyle, values, interests and etc.

You know, the kind of people who think that homosexual can be more accepting into society of all age ranges, the kind of people who gives tons of excuses why they lack cash in their pocket like describing themselves as 'Compulsive Buyers' rather than 'Smart Buyers'. But, why would I care..its their matter anyways. Sometimes I feel as though I've gone onto the wrong track, but I do not regret whether if it was the right or wrong path that I walk. It may seem like justification. But at some point, I realized that I have my own 'Conceptual Framework' .

But, this is the world that we live in. The world as I see it today; we live in a world with hypocrisy. Here's why. Back in the days when Michael Jackson was accused of being a perverted-pedophilia child abuser that people claimed he was. When he passed away, people around the world started to worship him like some 'God' and claim remarks like,"Oh, Michael was a pop icon of our time and he inspired us all. His music will live inside us for years to come." Now, what makes out of them accusers? One word, 'Hypocrites'. And the fire starters were the media anyways in 1993.

Ask yourself, why are we even on Earth in the first place? To go through hardship to help us become stronger? Or, to only live in comfort of the lessons in philosophy and religion for so-called truth alone? That means little to me, because it makes life very limiting. To me, it's about expanding my own exposure in whatever is around my environment. What is life for you?